Funny word – Death.
It scares the shit out of people. The mere word frightens you. Can reduce even the happiest person to nothing.
But sometimes it makes you stronger. Teaches you to fight and makes you mature. It has the power to change an atheist to a devout, arrogance to humbleness, rich to poor.
A couple of day’s back my grandmother was admitted in the hospital due to a major heart attack. News flew in that chances were less, she was on the ventilator. I was shell shocked, just couldn’t imagine her going. Tears in my eyes I prayed to god for the first time in two years. I was an atheist, a non believer in god and suddenly I was kneeling in front of Him asking for forgiveness.
Suddenly all the memories came back. I remember when I was small I only used to eat food from her hands. I slept by her side for 4 long years after my grandfathers death. I remember the small amounts of money she gave me every now and then. I remember her protecting me from every scolding my parents gave me.
But I am ashamed to say that as I grew up I changed. I did not notice the strongest woman I knew change to a shell of a person. I stopped listening to her. I demanded my own room, but she never complained. Still showered me with praises and loved me all the same.
Friday morning we were all tense. She was still not awake, doctors had given up hope but she did not disappoint us. She showed her amazing will power again. She woke up. Doctors were shell shocked. This was not expected by them. But Miracles Do Happen. And they happen when you need them the most!!
My father’s new office branch was supposed to be inaugurated on Saturday but it was cancelled due to dadi’s health. But Friday morning seeing her eyes and the blessings she gave him, my dad decided that we will have the inauguration. In one day we prepared everything and the inauguration went off well.
I love you dadi and I promise I will be back to what I was.
This is not my best but this is a tribute to her. I want you to come back home soon.